Summer came quickly and we still had
no serious inquiries for our house. At the end of 1997, Christy and I,
accompanied by our daughters Kaylin, and Tessa went to the Christian
Artist Seminar in the Rockies. The event was held in Estes Park,
Colorado. It seemed as if all the Christian Music Industry was represented.
All the big record labels and artists were there. I had entered four different
songwriting categories as well as vocal competition.
The first night there I had found out that three to four of the songs
that I had entered had made it to the top twenty of their categories.
This was a huge step and the object of being there! (So I Thought.) I
didn't know at the time, but this would prove to be a great dismantiling
of soulish delusions that were blinding me from my purpose. As I went
to the critique sessions, one by one I realized there was no real interest
in my music. I went to the vocal competition and performed what I thought
was my best...only to be shot down after the first round. Outwardly, I
was trying to maintain a pleasant composure, but inside I was shaken by
my failures. I wandered around the complex wondering why I was there.
I wanted to blame the entire Christian Music Industry for my lack of success!
Reluctantly, I decided to go to a workshop called, "How to get
started in Christian Music", taught by Babbie Mason. Shortly
after I was seated, Babbie Mason began to teach a sermon based upon Samuel
anoiting
David to be king. The message was almost verbatim to the word I had heard
while watching T.D. Jake's. She went on to blast some of the practices
in the Christian Music Industry and called us to build our ministry through
our obedience to God. I knew that I had heard from the Lord. I was still
disappointed, but I was able to walk it out.
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Delusions
of Grandeur
The heavy anointing that I had been experiencing began to wane on the
fourth day. I put a For Sale sign in front of our three year old house and
began to form a strategy for the full-time ministry. I just knew
something incredible was going to take place immediately, for 'God
had spoken!' I have been a singer songwriter for several years,
so I registered Christy and I to go to
the Christian Artist Seminar in the Rockies, presumptuously thinking
that as they heard our music we
would immediately have a large platform from which to launch our
ministry. Meanwhile, I was studying the word concerning John the
Baptist and Elijah trying to understand what God meant when he said, "Prepare
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